Life on fire!

I spent my weekend feeling pretty poorly . I not sure if I have ever mentioned that I suffer with Fibromyalgia,and some days it gets the better of me . It is hard to explain to people who don't have it . Because on the outside we look fine,but on the inside we are on fire ,this is the best way to describe it . I burn with pain from the base of my skull to my tailbone,everyday all day. The muscles in my arms and legs burn with the same pain . Along with this pain is headaches and the feeling that my brain is on fire , and sharp stabbing pains that shoot up my spine . Then there is the Constance fatigue that accompanies it .It doesn't take much to tire me out .It becomes so overwhelming some days,most of the time you have to wait to have help to do things because you don't have the strength . For some one like me it is very hard ,I always done for myself and never needed to depend on anyone to get things done .These last eight years have changed all that ,If it wasn't for my families help alot of things wouldn't get done . I have had to slow down alot and take longer to do things .Some days I can walk fine and then the bad days I need a cane .Then there are the days I am stuck in bed because it is too much . I have tried many of the meds. they have out there most don't work for me or I've had a bad reaction to them. The stuff that does help makes me dizzy so I'm in a state of dizziness most of the time. Good thing I'm a goof ball so it doesn't show that much ! Like most of the people with this I'm always searching for anything to relieve some of the pain .I pray alot for just one day without it . Exercise is one of the thing that is hard to do . I try to keep some kind of exercise going but when I push it too far I pay the price .That is usually two days in bed,It can really beat you down some days.Like all who have this we spend many days in tears,but I can't let it beat you.You have to have that kind of will, or it will beat you .I have learned to live with somewhat I really have no choice and just take it a day at a time .Well tomorrow is another day and I look forward to a better one ,BE WELL !