Baby?

Well I'm not too sure but I might be expecting,I guess I'll find out for sure tomorrow. I don't know how to feel about it at the moment. Am I too old ? I just turned 41 a couple of weeks ago. I'm not going to be excited or anything till I know for sure. Oh boy to start this all over again do I have the strength. The bad thing is with my Illness I have to take a lot of meds.for pain.I have stopped now till I know for sure and if I am ,then it is going to be a long painful nine months .I won't take anything till I deliver. I'm getting ahead of my self I'm not even sure, so I guess all I can do is wait! I ask this question to all how old is too old to have children ? After my son seventeen years ago we thought we couldn't have any more. The disappointment was great we planned to have three children and we couldn't. That was hard to take then. I remember the day they told us,I think I cried for days,it was very heartbreaking. But as they say time heals everything.I mean it has been seventeen years !!So this will be a HUGE shock if it is true!! I'm truly blessed with a wonderful son who has been our joy every second of his life I wouldn't change a thing.To have this kind of joy again would be wonderful,but I won't get carried away.I'll let you know how it turns out,either way it is Gods will !